Some of these poems. 🤦🏻♀️🤣
( writing my name out as usual cuz Im trying to be smart and want to show up in searches mind ur biz 🤣)
- Cindy Moon 007
Feel free to share your poetry, writing, art or whatever to me!!! I love show and tell. Lol.
Also, I know I’m “better off” sharing 1 poem at a time scattered in the future but I felt like sharing. I’ll probably still do that and You’ll probably all see some again cuz new followers will see them for the first time. Here’s a bunch of new ones for my long time besties. 💙🌹♥️
#cindymoon #poetry
Wrote some new mellow dramatic poems yesterday and did some cleaning around the house.
Today will be more self care and I guess enjoying all the trump in prison tea/ internet field day with his mug shot.
Some of my sponsors said they enjoy my poems and that I should share more of them… I hate a lot of them tbh, they are awful but I had to write them.
I wrote a lot of these when I felt small. I won’t share all of them but the worst ones are from moments where I didn’t feel so great or had a less than spectacular interaction.
I forget them after I’ve written them cuz they’re like feelings and thoughts I release. Some are still a work in progress so I welcome when others add, flourish or change them, too. It’s all in fun and healing I suppose. I don’t recognize myself sometimes when I read them. Sometimes, I’m just entertaining myself. Most of the poems are inspired by old lovers and they make me think and process more. Idk if I’m the bad guy, he’s the bad guy or we’re both just broke, dumb and lashing out at one another.
Got to change tires on car recently, too. Gave flowers to people. I should learn how to organize my thoughts and write them out better. I’ll figure everything out at some point when I have more time. Lol.
Is that cock hard and ready for me? I’ve been playing with myself until my pretty Asian cunt is just slippery enough for you. 💦
Bring that cock over here and Rub your precum into my tight little pussy lips
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Me: Why are you telling me about what guys want when it’s about what I want? 🙄
Don’t talk to me. 🙄🙄🙄
I don’t really understand why it’s been so hard for my ex lovers to listen to me but I give up on them.
It’s not hard to help me. It’s supposed to be fun. It’s easy. If you want to make it seem more difficult and drag it out so that I’m more thankful for you then uh… bye. 😅
I need a computer to get all the photos off my phone and iCloud. My phone is too slow and the sound isn’t working half the time. I can’t trust anyone to take the photos off my phone so I have to get a computer. I really want to get on track and I don’t want to wait for my ex to help me anymore.
How much did you spend on your computer set up?
I also need it strong enough to run a virtual reality setup and programming.
If my posts get 50 likes or more I’ll start posting more fun and happy stuff. 🎁
(Like all my posts, even the eccentric bitching and stream of consciousness ones.)
I hate him so fucking much.
Taking a nap.
Trying to love again when I wake up.
Chad, if you see this I hope you have McDonald’s and Taco Bell everyday again like how I found you and think about how stupid you are for having me and then losing me.
He blocked me on onlyfans and I’m okay with it. I’m tired of having an attitude everyday because he literally can’t handle anything I ask him to help me with and then wonders why I’m so bitter every single day. I bought all the ingredients for dinner and asked if he could make dinner a few days ago.
He said yes and didn’t cook it and he let me go hungry for 2 days until I cooked dinner. I don’t know what his deal is and I just don’t want him ruining my life anymore. I don’t understand how anyone could be this shiddy.
I don’t need or want someone who fights when I ask them to pay for groceries (I have to pay for them all the time) or cook dinner for once. I don’t know how he’s this stupid and I’m more stupid for putting up with him and trying to love someone who clearly doesn’t love me at all.
Can’t get a boner, can’t stop drinking 5 energy drinks a day, can’t stop vaping, can’t stop watching porn and making up excuses and causing fights, can’t take pictures of me, can’t share my link an hour a day or even once a day, can’t run a meme page for me, can’t cook dinner once a month and can’t take me to the movies once a year, how fucking worthless and useless can you be
I hope you fall in love with someone that treats you the same way you treated me.
I’m not interested in dating nor do I have the capacity for it right now.
I’d like to focus on developing myself, my work, and some hobbies.
If I do decide to go on dates again I’m only interested in connecting with people who make as much or more than me so I can avoid situations like the one I’m in right now.
Why should I be with someone who doesn’t even want to kiss me, comment on my IG pics or take pictures of me?
I want to date my biggest fans not the biggest losers addicted to everything but me.
I told him I’m okay with never seeing him again. That I can’t waste any more time waiting for him. I wish him luck with whatever he’s got going on on his phone that’s so important that he can’t take me to the movies in 4 years or share my link an hour a day. that I have money and content I need to make with people who are positive, want to see me succeed and take all of this more seriously.
I also told him I’m not going to his funeral and I’m just feeling glad that he pushed me till I don’t love him anymore. Most happy about never having to see, smell or hear any vaping, cigarettes or energy drinks.
My love wasn’t enough and it’s time to give it to other people.
Most men fear losing their lovers to men with bigger cocks. They should be more concerned with men with little cocks willing to let their lovers do whatever they want.
