During my stay at the mental health house I’ve learned a lot about negative thought patterns. I’ve been given lots of new tools and techniques to work with. I’m also very close to getting ADHD support so that’s good.
It feels very good to be proactive about my mental health. Self compassion is important. ❤️
I went out of the mental health house today and had a walk and some lunch with my mama. She’s very supportive of the steps I’m taking to ensure my mind is good, bless her.
I’m absolutely not ready to come back to work yet but I thought I’d show my face (and tits).
Pretty please buy all the customs when I return! I’m gonna have to hustle my butt off 😂
When I was taking these pictures I couldn’t help but feel like a proper Madame. No bra, just an oversized coat. Who knows where I’ve been? Or who I’ve been with?
Jasmine does JOI ❤️ | new post | jerk off instructions | 9 minutes |
Take some time with me to warm up the body. Listen to how the words sound when they leave my mouth and focus on what I'm asking you to do. If I am this thoughtful and mesmerising through a screen, imagine how I'd feel holding and jerking your cock for you.
In fact, I am at a wellness house working on my mental health. It is true that a psych team insisted I come here. And maybe they call this place a ‘crisis house.’ And it is true I’m struggling with some issues that have arisen in my sobriety.
BUT! I feel this is a positive step and not a negative one. During my stay I am looking at how to manage my mental health holistically, which I was already doing, but it was felt that it best I am monitored for the time being.
My care team has strongly recommended I don’t work during my stay here. Truthfully I think it is for the best too, but being self employed I don’t get sick pay. And because I’m not a massive creator I don’t have savings to fall back on.
(Don’t worry, I’m not setting up a go fund me or whatever)
I ask that you simply stick with me! Your support means the world to me. I wish to truly relax and immerse myself in this experience which means being away for a time but I promise to return.
I’m trying to treat this as a holiday but truthfully it feels anything but. It’s difficult. It’s sobering. It’s triggering. But you know what else it is? Necessary.
Of course if you can send tips I’d be more than grateful. I’m behind on rent and although I’m working on not being ashamed about all this, I feel fear and anxiety.
Gah. Emotional post but I found it prudent to share. Thank you for being part of my life and journey. Thank you for experiencing me as a human being and not just as a porn creator. Thank you for being in my lil world.
there is something comforting about being cute and cosy and wearing pink. I wanna curl up in bed, have my man mess me up, and then kiss me on the forehead.
despite being a pro-domme I've lately been seeing a guy who has melted me into a lil cute baby girl. he makes me all soppy and mushy. I kinda like it. I'm gonna see him later and wear this as a lil treat for him 😇
i'm thinking of running this page a little differently from December/January but i want your thoughts because you're important to me and i wanna make sure i'm delivering value for money. ❤️
at the moment i'm uploading a video every week (more or less), sending goodies to those with renew on, and treating loyal subscribers every time they rebill at $50.
however, for some people $50 is a big chunk of change, and a lot of the videos i've already uploaded get lost and not watched.
so my new plan is this:
decrease my monthly price to 29.99 and upload 4 videos every month (1 a week) which will include: a brand new video, a collaboration, a themed video and a retired/old video.
all videos will expire after a month and be replaced with 4 new ones so there is something new to watch each time your subscription goes through.
i'll pin them to my wall so they're easily accessible and if people want to have them forever they can tip for them.
i think this could be good for me as well because it will inspire me to reach out to other creators, it'll help me get creative while also showing off things i've created in the past.
what do you think? 💭
personally i think this will keep things fresh, exciting and exclusive!