

This is the second most toxic relationship I’ve been in. 😑 ..
Added 2023-09-08 01:39:24 +0000 UTCThis is the second most toxic relationship I’ve been in. 😑 The first was a sex addictt so obviously that was WAY worse and scarier. I’m not that fearful of him “cheating” since he needs a lot to get going. Whats he going to do? Sling his soft 5 inch burrito at the girls who aren’t gonna provide dinner every night or care enough to try and get him to stop smoking, vaping and drinking 5 energy drinks a day? I honestly think it’s just his nicotine addictionn and maybe some of the porn addictionn affecting his performance. It doesn’t matter. I’m thinking too much. I don’t care if he sleeps with other people I don’t own him and I’d rather him live his best life as long as I’m taken care of. But I’m not. And I don’t care if he wants to sling his soft cock at other girls at this point. Obviously, I shouldn’t be in a toxic relationship at all but I’m picky with attachment issues and have read enough news to not want to date or make too many connections with people. It is what it is. I need my circle small as possible. I know less than ten people in real life and I plan on keeping it that way. Thanks for coming to my bed talk. 🤦🏻♀️