y'all this is literally the best platform I'm so happy I can..
Added 2024-08-17 16:21:03 +0000 UTCy'all this is literally the best platform I'm so happy I can share all these self portraits from years passed. All my muses pulling through me. this is from the christmas holiday where my partner and I got stuck in the city shut down with snow. the sun was blasting and I had just visited the house where my father died and as I walked up the stairs memories past and future vibrated through my center.. I wrote a poem about it then: Russian Dolls of my past selves follow behind me holding onto a rope to make sure we all stay together while crossing the street I can’t turn around to see them but I know they’re there I can feel them trip on each other’s heels it’s kinetic and reverberates into the present I’ve trained myself to forgive I’m learning how to be annoyed effectively I can be angry right when I visit the house my dad died in my train of ghosts merge and expand in me like a slinky climbing down the stairs the rhythm of push and pull my ghosts, my past selves i can’t turn around to see them because they’re all right here, in my eyes I wonder if that’s why I like taking my glasses off blurring the vision I have of what’s in front of me sensing the feelings I’m carrying the people I’ve been
